Intro (spoken, under breath)
Yeah…
I got some problems in my life.
Don’t know if I should recite all that shit into the mic.
Normally that’s not what I’m like…
But I think I might.
Verse 1
Don’t really know if I should tell ’em
about all the crazy shit that’s goin’ on in my cerebellum.
I know they’ll hate me—
that’s why I keep it bottled inside.
But with my family on the line, I gotta swallow my pride.
Gotta get out there.
’Cause nothin’ ever happens from nothin’.
But nothin’ good ever comes from unnaturally rushin’.
That’s what I’m told.
So I sit and wait for the moment,
ready like the present’s somethin’ I’m finna rip open.
And you can bet—
I’m forever S+ in aggression.
I wish I could learn my lesson.
God… this is my confession.
Hook (half sung / quiet)
I hope they love me.
’Cause Lord knows, everyone else doesn’t.
I hope they love me.
’Cause Lord knows… yeah, they doesn’t.
Verse 2
I’m not impressed—
though I wish that I could be.
Bar ain’t set nowhere that it should be.
The stress I go through? You wouldn’t get it if I told you.
You probably eatin’ tofu you bought from Whole Foods.
I’m relyin’ on food stamps to produce some produce.
Introvert—nah, I don’t know you,
and I don’t think that I want to.
All these little pussies keep pushin’ and pullin’.
Try to drag me down, I’ll bash your skull in.
These motherfuckers never admit when they wrong.
Come on, dog—can’t you tell by the general response?
When you stare in the mirror, can you see any faults?
When you hear a critique, do you hear anything at all?
Bridge (b**t drops / low vox)
And now you’re a nobody she don’t f**k with.
Just a selfish piece of shit you fell in love with.
Oh my God, ain’t it funny?
Feelin’ like a dummy,
while your whole world crumble—
she laughin’, bubbly.
Be less salt in the wound
if she wasn’t so stunning.
She look like a demon
’cause she just that cunning.
You could try to escape—but you ain’t got money.
Got you stumbling, mumbling,
tryin’ to do somethin’ dumb—
reach for the g*n
before the stupid bitch run.
Breakdown (spoken, softer, echo)
Tryna find the time…
Tryna find the time…
I hope they love me.
’Cause Lord knows… everyone else doesn’t.
Outro (whispered)
Yeah…
That’s my confession.
If they don’t love me…
then f**k it.