The Silent R**t

My bones are anchors. My b***d is rust. The walls are padded with apathy and dust. This isn't sadness, it's a silent knot, A constant treason in the thoughts I’ve got. You call it weakness, a lack of f***t, But you don't hear the screaming in the d**d of night! It's a black oil slick where my soul used to be, A permanent eclipse infecting me. I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, GET OUT OF MY HEAD! You parasite, you shadow, I wish you were d**d! You built a prison from the nerves I possess, A concrete tomb of calculated distress. I am the warden, I am the prisoner, too, Chained to the lie that I can ever break through! THIS IS NOT QUIET DESPAIR, IT’S A SILENT R**T! And I will bleed the melody for everyone to deny it! My mouth is wired shut with broken hope, I'm swinging from the ceiling on a fraying rope. The mirror shows a stranger with vacant eyes, Tired of pretending, tired of the lies. I'm a hollow machine running on pure grit, Just one more fake smile before I truly quit. I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, GET OUT OF MY HEAD! You parasite, you shadow, I wish you were d**d! You built a prison from the nerves I possess, A concrete tomb of calculated distress. I am the warden, I am the prisoner, too, Chained to the lie that I can ever break through! THIS IS NOT QUIET DESPAIR, IT’S A SILENT R**T! And I will bleed the melody for everyone to DENY IT! You wanted a label? A diagnosis on the chart? YOU DIDN'T SEE THE LEASH AROUND HEAD! It’s not a moment, it’s a STATE OF W*R! A thousand tiny deaths behind a locked door! I’m carving your name into my sanity’s skin! Look at the damage! Look at where you’ve been! You stole the light, you ate the sound, And now you wait for me to finally d***n! No more hiding. No more shame. I’ll burn the whole world just to scream your name! The final fire. The last goodbye. I’ll break this cage even if I have to DIE! I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, GET OUT OF MY HEAD! You filth, you parasite, I wish you were D**D! A concrete tomb of calculated distress! I am the warden, I am the prisoner, SILENT R**T! I’m b*****g out! GET OUT!