Scared Evenings

[Verse 1] Everyday sun goes slowly down, in corner clown smile with crown, but these nights are nightmare, as in shadows monsters dare, to come closer, haunted dolly, plush teddy, they aren't holly, "Why I'm always feeling so..." "Frightened." [Chorus] I'm always alone not just tonight, I would like to have spell of light, to banish all mosters into the night, not just sleep with my table light. Light gives me little defence, please, don't take this as offence, it feels like stay alone is alright, and everyday is like tonight. [Verse 2] Everything I don't understand, why in my bed I have to stand, and all monsters are almost near, in my heart I have just fear... They caught in my own mind, and just b***d and pain I find. They feeding on good memories, wasn't scared of fake ghost stories, now their red eyes are around me: "What do U want from meee!" My mind is screaming: “No way! Safety is d**d or far away.” "Why I'm always feeling so..." "Frightened!" [Chorus] I'm always alone not just tonight, I would like to have spell of light, to banish all mosters into the night, not just sleep with my table light. Light gives me little defence, please, don't take this as offence, it feels like stay alone is alright, and everyday is like tonight. [Verse 3] Noone to stay with me today, my mind calls small mayday, I'm freaking out and can't prove, I'm frozen and I can't move... and just death is in my mind, is this what I really find? They are hungry around my bed, this feeling I never had... They had with me no big f***t, because I think they are right. "Why I'm always feeling so..." "Frightened!" Tonight, tonight, tonight with shadows I don't want to f***t. ...Anymore... :*