Replacement for Misery

Whole life I keep my voice down, for others I'm crazy like a clown, so why I would like to tell U now? when U are last girl in this town,... [Verse 1] well,... I have never told girls I love them, I have never told girls they're the one, I am sitting here all alone, how do U think I am not "ONE"? I didn't know what means word "crimes," I was bullied too many times, never gave up, but piece of me died, everyday I sat in corner and cried, U said, I have just decent side, wash the dirt off my scratched arms, I left my past in the basement, to find misery replacement... [Chorus] well, I would like to see You as replacement, for long time in my endless misery, maybe I'm little cold with lil black heart, but You are nice and cool like piece of art, everytime I saw You in our home town, nothing stops me from giving you the crown, but cuz pain I decided to wear a mask, and maybe this is why I will never ask... (if You would like to date with me...) (if You would like to date with me...) [Verse 2] So many problems, so much pain, it comes down from all sides like rain, I never meant to drag You into this, was far away from a vision of bliss, solution took me all the time, had no time to ask if "I'm fine," and had no time to look for girl, not just games, but it happens IRL, I've moved on and now I'm ready, find replacement for misery... [Chorus] well, I would like to see You as replacement, for long time in my endless misery, maybe I'm little cold with lil black heart, but You are nice and cool like piece of art, everytime I saw You in our home town, nothing stops me from giving you the crown, but cuz pain I decided to wear a mask, and maybe this is why I will never ask... (if You would like to date with me...) (if You would like to date with me...) [Verse 3] Life in horror, life with the pain, I almost end up under a train, I don't want to ask You for date, even if You are my soul mate, I'm too silent, I'm too scary, probably sweet like a fairy, always I lived behind bad guys, with girls didn't have many tries, so You don't have to be so fast, for date, if You would like to ask...