In Due Time

[Intro] [Hook/Chorus] I really think about just ending it all sometimes. I cried once or twice when I went to write these lines. Life isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be sometimes. I feel I struggle far too much just to see fun times. [Verse] Nowadays I can’t talk to no one ‘bout my depression. Might need a doctor, yeah maybe I’ll schedule a session. If I speak my truth, I regret it soon as I said it— Every word I confess gets used as a weapon. I re-run lines ‘til the composition feels right, Tryin’ to get some control in my life. Only time I can say what’s on my mind— Life motto say “all in due time,” but when’s mine? [Hook/Chorus] I really think about just ending it all sometimes. I cried once or twice when I went to write these lines. Life isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be sometimes. I feel I struggle far too much just to see fun times. [Verse] Honestly, I just wish I could die here soon. But I wait like a fool for fate to choose the tune. Every time I think ‘bout leavin’, I laugh at the timing— With my luck it’ll happen right when I’m smilin’. Life feel like shit, yeah I’m broke as it gets, A grown man with no money— hear ‘em say “at least you ain’t got kids.” Don’t preach your advice for your own benefit; If you ain’t lived my plight, don’t speak on it. [Final Chorus – Slow Fade] I really think about just ending it all sometimes. I cried once or twice when I went to write these lines. Life isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be sometimes. I feel I struggle far too much just to see fun times.