goodbye

*Verse 1* You were crying, I was leaving your hands shook when you let me go you begged me not to disappear but I disappeared anyway, I know Your voice cracked like a mirror when you whispered, please don’t run I looked at you and loved you still but I loved my fear much more than us *Chorus* And I hate myself for walking while you shattered in my eyes I hate the way your body broke beneath a thousand goodbyes I can still taste the salt from the tears on your skin You were crying, I was leaving and I’ll never breathe again *Verse 2* Your father’s face, it haunts me he said he’d rather see me d**d but his anger felt like mercy compared to what I did instead Five pages of forgiveness you sent weeks after I was gone I read them shaking, half-believing but I was too weak to hold on *Chorus* And I hate myself for walking while you shattered in my eyes I hate the way your body broke beneath a thousand goodbyes I can still taste the salt from the tears on your skin You were crying, I was leaving and I’ll never breathe again *Bridge* If love was supposed to heal us why did it tear us apart? I keep replaying the moment your hands slid off my heart *Outro* Now every night is endless every dream pulls me through back to the moment I destroyed us— you were crying, I was leaving you.