Lost then live a lie

(Verse 1) Change got me twisted, scars deep within Growth cutting deep, but it heals where I’ve been Stuck is a cell with the door unlocked wide Smile on the surface, but inside I cried Choking on visions that slipped through my hands Painting up smiles, faking life plans Truth bleeding out through cracks that I hide Can’t live safe if your soul slowly dies (Chorus) Change feels scary, growth comes with pain But stuck is a fire, slow b*****g flame I’d rather get lost, find my own sky Better wandering free than living a lie (Verse 2) Wore my silence, fitted like chains Till it squeezed out my voice, numbing my veins Stepped into chaos, let pieces collide Broken feels better than hollow inside Outgrew the hands tryna mold me thin Boxed me silent, kept it all in This ain’t courage, it’s truth in my chest Choosing these scars, I’m finally blessed (Chorus) Change feels scary, growth comes with pain But stuck is a fire, slow b*****g flame I’d rather get lost, find my own sky Better wandering free than living a lie (Bridge) Walking on edges, no looking back Raw in the moment, escaping my past Refusing the weight of debts I don’t owe Claiming a story I finally control (Outro) Yeah, change is scary, this road is mine I’d rather stay lost than trapped in their lines Heart wide open, tears finally dry Better unknown than living a lie