My parents left my childhood in blue and pieces My parents left my childhood in blue and pieces I’ve spent my whole life just searching for my peace is Holes in my heart, and the past blacked my future out Holes in my heart, and the past blacked my future out Now I pray to the Lord — let His holy light leave no doubt I worked day and night, just to stand on solid ground I worked day and night, just to stand on solid ground But the ghosts of the past keep on hangin’ around My house fell apart, now my pockets are bare My house fell apart, now my pockets are bare Lost it all to fix what was never really fair