Roses have thorns

Roses have thorns, violets are weeds, I'm like a plant who was stopped from living, tulips are white, dahlias are black i wish I would have a heart attack, I just can't live, no not like this. How bout i spare you some time and commit. Daisies are yellow, Daffodils are pink. I just feel like I want to sink. to the bottom of the ocean where no one will find me. There is nothing in this life anymore that I find exciting, Yeah i've lost all hope now thats for sure, all of this pain i've had to indure. my only motivation is gone, and if it cant get any worse im gonna have to leave you with a curse. the curse of finding me pale and d**d. God damn im really messed up in the head. No the soil I’m stuck in isnt wrong, I’ve been wilted and hurt way too long. the storm was meant to stay, there is no sunlight somewhere far away. yeah I’m cracked and I’m tired, yeah I know that’s true, and nothing inside keeps pulling me through. I’m broken, bruised, and scared, and since you left there is no tiny seed in me that whispers: “you’re still here.”