lovable identityMy life was trash to the core ,
I was not happy with myself,
Cause I was rotten as a whole ,
So I just made some fake friends ,
Got it, I wanted validation,
Got it , I wanted respect ,
this is what my mind wanted,
And should be what I get,
But that was the biggest mistake ,
A blunder in my life,
I was inside a mess,
I just didn’t realize ,
I thought that’s what I seek,
Turns out I was wrong the whole time,
was just an illusion for me,
I lost my sanity as the fine,
I know that I was a fool,
Cause I let everyone use me ,
The world thought I was a tool,
they just didn’t knew me,
And when I was useless,
They just threw me away,
I thank god for just a reason,
He had kept me awake ,
until he let me meet u,
U changed me through your ways,
Gave me the respect …,
Which I always wanted But I didn’t get ,
Something in u was different,
I knew that when we met,
When I looked into your eyes ,
and then u looked back,
that was some crazy moment ,
there was something in u ,
something in you worth prying ,
then I was following u,
when I just pryed deeper,
I knew u were just too kind ,
That’s why u were broken,
And u were left behind,
I wanted to fix that thing ,
I wanted u to change ,
But I just didn’t knew that it was I ,,,who had changed,
Cause I had seen your actions,
wanted to do the same,
and then I had been cured,
and u were still in vain,
then for a moment I hurt u ,
because I was in pain,
I broke your heart in two,
F**k that, I had no brain,
And I was leaving u ,
It was who u stopped me,
Stopped me so I can stay,
I knew that u want me,
And I wanted the same,
Was just my ego inbuilt,
He was enjoying the game ,
That’s when I crushed it,
Crushed it in the rain ,
The next moment I knew,
It was my life who changed,
I had come to realize that,
if the people are selfish
<F**k u> is what I’ll say,
Cause they don’t know Spanish,
that’s what my woman knows,
she is just braver than me,
braver than all those foes,
who consider us as enemy,
I won’t and cannot leave u ,
Cause u have my heart ,
All I have wanted was u ,
From the very start,
u have became my world,
U just became my dream ,
u have lifted the curse ,
on me so I am clean,
so I just wanna ask u… what wrong have I done,
that the gods punish me ….for what I don’t deserve,
u have to go away… I know that it is real,
that’s driving me insane …because I just care,
I don’t wanna stop… I just wanna be with u ,
But if its me being selfish then society f**k u,
U don’t know how it feels … to be with her,
U just don’t know how much she can care,
And if someone’s after her head,
I will make sure they are d**d!!!
