needled from the inside out
silk threads all around
apertures everywhere
get close if you dare
tied and chained
all I know is anger and hate
it ties the wounds for the entity's stability
it's a manacle, it's such a weight
I want to love I want to bond
I want to be understood
so angry at the world
why am I its least favourite
a mid of a f***t
no warmness is seen within sight
unappreciated underrated
fear of scissors is created
threads are there to protect
but they deflect others away
they can use a scissor and betray
it's almost like a satirical play
in this isolation
fearing what you love
fearing what you desire the most
there's no possibility there's no hope
I am so angry I am so hungry
for b***d so thirsty
I want to tear them like a bear
I want to see them in fear
their screams I want to hear
I want to be apathetic I want to lose care
cut them leaving bloody scars
like mine
I want to cut them with my nails
and enjoy their wails
fucking pathetic humans
they're nothing more than animals
that's just who I am
I want to be accepted I want to fit in
I want to belong I want to be loved
f**k. I hate everything.
