so little time

I've spent too many hours and too many minutes thinking about you and I could be making a name for myself. Making something my life is worthless now. Cause all I see is that face. It comes in my mind every night. That's all I'm thinking about. It's taking over my life. I don't know if I can go on with you in my mind. Like this all the time. But I know when I end things that things will be different. Cause I know you won't forget these eyes. Cause I know you waited for me. But I've been avoiding you my whole stinking life.