Childhooood Trauma

[Verse 1] Feel like I’ve been drowning my self Yeah, I’ve been holding onto This trauma for long enough Funny how you thought you were tough Made me feel like I was running in a circle Couldn’t stop the cycle Trying to find songs to relate to [Chorus] It kills me inside to know I’ve been trying to find ways to forgive you, woah Tried to put you in the past Either way you’ll always be last 16 years with scars on my brain Childhood memories remain [Verse 2] Truths hard to cope with All these years I had to hide No matter how hard I try To erase the memories of you I don’t know how to let it all go Yeah, been holding this weight On my chest, I know I’m late This isn’t something you can fine tune Feeling like I’ve been re-living the past Oh, can’t catch my breath But I never touched meth [Bridge] Don’t you see to a certain degree From afar you took it too far Was only 4 when my childhood Shattered when you stood Above me in the dark And took my hand After all these years I’m done running [Outro] Keep on thinking bout that day, Interesting After all these years I was 14 When the truth made mom felt an overwhelming Sadness now I’m 16 writing about it