Verse 1]
I walk through the world like a ghost in the light,
Smile on my face, but nothing feels right.
I laugh when I should, I nod like I care,
But I’m screaming in silence, gasping for air.
You think I’m fine ‘cause I dress up each day,
But that’s just my armor to keep you away.
I don’t want pity, I just want to be free,
From the memories that keep haunting me.
[Chorus]
I don’t feel anymore,
Just the echo of who I was before.
I’m numb to the pain, but it still cuts me deep,
Like a nightmare I live in, wide awake, no sleep.
I’ve forgotten how to cry,
But I still ask why —
Why I’m still here…
When I don’t feel anymore.
[Verse 2]
I flinch when you reach, though I know you mean well,
But touch can still feel like a prison cell.
I can’t explain it, I wish I could try,
But even my words feel hollow and dry.
I push people out so they never see
The broken-down wreck that lives inside me.
I don’t do good with change, with trust, with hope —
I just build walls and learn to cope.
[Chorus]
I don’t feel anymore,
Just the echo of who I was before.
I’m numb to the pain, but it still cuts me deep,
Like a nightmare I live in, wide awake, no sleep.
I’ve forgotten how to cry,
But I still ask why —
Why I’m still here…
When I don’t feel anymore.
[Bridge]
Maybe I’m healing, or maybe I’m lost,
I paid for survival at too high a cost.
But I keep waking up, even when it hurts,
Trying to bloom from the deepest of dirt.
[Final Chorus]
I don’t feel anymore,
But maybe that’s what strength is for.
To keep moving on when your soul feels sore,
To hold on tight when you want to let go more.
I’ve forgotten how to cry,
But I still ask why —
And maybe that means
I’m still alive… even if I don’t feel anymore.