[Intro]
[Verse]
In the d**d of night, I lost my grip
Dreams spun like webs, no escape from this slip!
Felt like I was floating, in a dark space!
Wanted to scream, my voice was stuck couldn’t say a dam thing!
Woke up to my mom screaming you better get you life together! I was 14 again my moms voice was loyal and loud! Someone’s digging your gave for you. All you’re doing is grabbing a shovel helping them!
[Verse]
Nightmares danced around, mocking my f***t
Tried to grab hold, my hands turned into healing light!
Felt like I was dying, in a world gone wrong!
Needed a reason, to push through this storm!
I woke up to my mom screaming at me to save myself. Then suddenly i knew. I had to wake up and f***t for my life. I couldn't let this storm take me out for good. I knew i was the only one who could save myself from the darkness doing the best to take me out!
[Chorus]
Losing control, lost power over my life
Overnight, I was left in the middle of the strife
Felt like I was d**d, couldn’t wake up from the dream taking me out!
Needed to find a purpose, need to have a peace-filled
life. No chaos around to destroy my life!
[Bridge]
Found a spark within, a flicker of will!
To rise above, to find what I really will
No more drifting, no more lost at sea!
Found a way to stand, found a reason wake up!
Found a reason to get up save myself from the storm trying to take me out!
[Verse]
Night turned to day, I fought for my breath
Woke up to a world, where I had my strength again!
Felt the cold air, felt the sun’s embrace
Started a new chapter , with a purpose to chase!
[Verse]
Grasped the reins, taken back what was mine!
Found my voice, found my heart, found my own design!
No more nightmares, no more endless night!
Found my path, found my light, found my sight!
[Chorus]
Losing control, lost power over my life
Overnight, I was left in the middle of the strife
Felt like I was d**d, couldn’t wake up from the dream!
[Verse]
Need a purpose, need a peace-filled life!
Waking up today to a new day. About to be 35 don't want to die i am taken back my life with more confidence than ever!! Thank you for not giving up on me through the ups and downs we will survive!!
[Outro]