Look at me ā now look at him.
Heās mad as hell ācause I lied again.
Yeah, I said I wonāt, but I did it again ā
Now I sit in the dark with a pad and a pen.
I hate that I hurt you ā but damn, Iām a mess.
You want a queen? Well, Iām under stress.
You want peace? I bring you a w*r.
I slam the door, then cry on the floor.
Why canāt we just laugh?
Why's it always pain?
I reach for your hand ā
But you pull it away.
Just kiss my head.
Donāt walk away.
Can we just smile,
For one fucking day?
Whereād the love go?
Did I k**l it d**d?
Or was it just time
That messed with our heads?
Iām dumb, Iām broken ā
A glitch in the code.
You say āgrow upā
But I carry the load.
So tell me the truth ā
You still believe in me?
Or did you just marry
The girl you hoped Iād be?