Lil XeveI been poppin’ pills, I don’t feel shit
Life so fake, man, I might just quit
All these demons in my head, I don’t miss
F**k love, f**k peace, f**k all this shit in my goddamn heaaad
Too many snakes in my circle, they hiss
Fake a*s friends and a cold a*s bitch
I was down bad, they ain’t help me a bit
Now I’m up high, I might c***h in the whip
Codeine tears fallin’ out my eyes
I don’t even know if I’m d**d or alive
Heart so black, can’t feel no vibes
Lungs so dark can't smoke no times
Everyone lie, can’t trust no ties
That shit, that shit a goddamn lieee
F**k this world, it’s a goddamn mess
Pop two Xans just to get some rest
I been feelin’ like I’m next to death
Say my name with your last breath
Bitch I’m fucked up, fucked up bad
Lost my soul, now I’m stuck in the past
Runnin’ from the pain, but the drugs don’t last
All these fakes just wearin’ masks
Yeah, I scream but they don’t hear shit
Bleed on the mic, now I’m talkin’ my spit
Shawty broke me, left me in a pit, can't comprehend this shit I feel
Now I’m cold and I’m numb and I’m sick of this shit
Every day I wake up feelin’ worse
Pray to God, but I feel like I’m cursed
Put my heart in a body bag, in a hearse
Middle finger up, I was born to hurt
Yeah, yeah, I’m lost in the dark
F**k fame, f**k money, fuckk charts
Got scars that you can’t even see
But I carry that shit like a fuckin’ art
She left me in the rain with my drugs
Now I’m talkin’ to shadows I once loved
If I die tonight, don’t cry for me bitch
Just light one up and get high for me
F**k the system, f**k these lies
F**k that bitch with her demon eyes
F**k this pain that multiplies
I might OD, I won’t even try
I’m fucked up, fucked up bad
I don't even know what the f**k I had
Broke my heart, then she laughed
Now I’m gone, you can’t get me back hoe gone bye bye dumbass hoe.
