My soul in darkness, accustomed to the chill. No longer the person I once was, A mask with a false smile, to hide my pain from us. I lost my son Custody I was to selfish my own pain make me blind the drugs and alcohol the devil’s medicine the hell your life becomes can’t find a way out I Lost my mind my mental health is in critical condition
Days of rain make me weaker than most, Nights are a t*****e, when my soul is lost. Sadness that even years cannot erase, A world of darkness, where I live, trapped in my place.
I cry out to God, why take me from her? Left in this suffering, I cannot bear. The weight of my guilt, even madness won't deter, A pain that's become eternal, I cannot quell or sever.My husband had taken our son, and I couldn't blame him. I had failed as a wife, as a mother, as a human being.
But even in my darkest moments, there were still glimmers of hope. I held on to the memories of my grandmother, the woman who had raised me, who had loved me unconditionally. She was the one constant in my life, the one person who had always been there for me, no matter what.
But even she was taken from me, her passing a cruel reminder of the fragility of life. I was alone, adrift in a sea of sadness, with no anchor to hold me down.
And so I scream, I cry out to the heavens, begging for answers, begging for release. Why did this happen to me? Why did I have to lose everything that mattered to me?
