20 Days

Verse 1 On the floor, cold and numb Saw the white light through the haze They said, "You're lucky, son" But I was locked inside that maze I remember it all Stuck inside that room for days Twenty nights, no sun Just IV drips and faith Pre-Chorus (Goodbye) To who I was before (Goodbye) Can't fake it anymore 🎶Chorus Father, forgive me I’ve been drowning in regret Six years and still I Ain’t found the end of it yet The scars, they whisper I fade when I shiver I’m still so broken Forgive me for what’s left Verse 2 My friends came by to see But I was somewhere far away Couldn't walk, couldn’t breathe Like the pain just came to stay And I tried to smile But the mirror told the truth Just a hollow child In an aging hospital room Pre-Chorus (Goodbye) To days I used to know (Goodbye) Can't outrun that ghost Chorus Father, forgive me I’m still haunted by that day No home, just silence And these nights I replay The c***h, the sirens The steel and the violence I’m still not whole yet Forgive me for my pain Bridge I hear those voices call Like echoes through the hall “Will you make it out alive?” But I did, I survived Now I walk but I limp Talk but I flinch Still I try to live Through every inch Final Chorus Father, forgive me I’m still learning how to live I ain’t that victim But I ain’t forgettin' it The wound, the story The fear, the glory I’m still here breathing Forgive me — I forgive