I wake up with a chill when I'm in my feelings Tired of being go

I wake up with a chill when I'm in my feelings Tired of being good, they just take advantage I cry every day, just tryna find me I lost myself when I lost Bliss, believe me I wanna go back, but I ain’t got a time machine Tryna stay strong, though it's hard to breathe No matter what… I know one thing We won't go back... no, we won't go back