MAI HAAR GYI

[Intro – spoken softly, over faint pad] “Ye hai… uss lamhe ki khamoshi, jab sab kuch chal raha tha… aur phir ruk gaya.” (Pause 2 bars) [Verse 1] Agar kuch acha sochu tumhe le-kar, (pause) Ab kuch yaad nahi aata… dil be-kar. Halat se tuti hu, dil bhi hai be-kar, (pause) Acha kuch bhi dekhu toh dard hota bar-bar. Sath toh hai, par baat nahi wahi, (pause) Pyaar hai ya sirf dur jaane ki si darr sahi? Wo nazar se pyaar, wo mujhme kho jaana, (pause) Ab sab lagta jhuth, sab lagta purana. [Hook – sing/rap hybrid, emotional] Tum jab se gye, meri saans bhi gayi, Har din tum bin bas khaali si lagi. Kabhi socha hai, agar main na rahu, Kya tum bhool jaoge, ya khuda se maangu? (Let hook repeat slightly, add ad-lib echoes: “bhool jaoge… / maangu…”) [Verse 2] Bharosa tha tabhi jaane diya, (pause) Dil se lad kar sab kuch diya. Aankhon me intezaar lekar baithi, (pause) Kahin tum wapas aake bolo “tu meri”. Darti hu, haan darti hu kho jaane se, Bahut kholi khud ko, ab band darwaaze se. Koshish karu dar kabhi pyaar pe chhaaye na, (pause) Aur agar ho bhi jaaye, toh maaf kar jaana. [Hook – repeat, slightly varied] Chhod mat dena mujhe andhere me, Jaha mai hi kho jaau bas tere me. Main darr se ladti, par pyaar me haar gayi, Main haar gayi, haan main haar gayi. [Bridge – spoken, slow, emotional] “Kehne ko bahut kuch hai… Par sunne wala kaun hai? Kya tum me itni himmat hai, Ki mera dukh bhi apna maan le?” (Long pause 4 bars) [Verse 3] Kya tum itna pyaar kar paoge, Meri khamiyan bhi samajh paoge? Sun lo, samajh lo, aur keh do mujhe, “Main hu na, tujhe aur kya chahiye.” Ye bechaini jo mujhe kha rahi, Bas tera ek shabd sab sambhal rahi. Pyar tab haar jaata hai jab, Koi darne lage pyaar jatane se ab. [Outro – hook variation, fade out] Aur main haar gayi… Apne darr se, apne pyaar se, (pause) Apne hi nazar se… Main haar gayi. (Let b**t fade, leave last chord ringing)