Sean shine

Me and Sean share this room Every Friday afternoon trying to chase the dark clouds of gloom that h**g around my head He tries his best to let me see there's more to life than misery but sometimes it's too hard for me to let the Sean shine in Forget the past what's done is done think instead of what's to come you’ll never see bright futures sun through history’s blinkered eyes But when I try to ease the pain I’m caught in an avalanche of shame that covers me up again and again and buries me deep inside It’s easier to simply accept defeat and in the darkness sit and weep than try and find something to keep the flame of hope alive Each day I try to rise above the pain and heartache that I’ve caused but it’s there in the tears of the ones I love and it drags me down again I think perhaps there’ll come a day When all this heartache goes away But how that happens I cannot say and that scares me most of all.