[Intro]
[Verse 1]
Grew up in the shadows of a system that donāt care,
Foster homes switched my bed, left me choking on thin air.
Social workers lied straight-faced, āYouāll be safe this time,ā
But every placement felt like prison, locked my mind in grime.
Mumās tears dried to silence, Dadās ghost in the rearview,
Split my siblings like a deck of cardsāwhat the f**k they do?
Counselors scribbled notes, said Iām ātroubled,ā labeled quick,
But they never felt the rage when your own b***d makes you sick.
[Chorus]
Foster systemās fucked, left scars deeper than the cuts,
Promised love but gave me shackles, slammed the door, no ifs or buts.
Every āfamilyā just a stranger, every hug a fucking trap,
Now I spit this pain to paper, let the truth fill in the gaps.
[Verse 2]
Aged out at 18, cold world handed me the keys,
No guidance, just a P45 and a heart full of disease.
Pills and pints to numb the nights, sleepās a battleground,
Wake up screaming from the memories, no peace to be found.
They said āb***dās thicker,ā but mineās diluted, turned to rust,
Foster careās a broken ladder, climbingās just a bust.
Now Iām staring at my trauma, tryna make it make sense,
How you rip a kid from roots then charge āem for the rent?
[Bridge]
Case files stacked like bricks, building walls āround my soul,
Every āsorryā was a bandage on a wound they couldnāt hold.
Iām the ghost they failed to bury, now Iām haunting every street,
Spitting fire through the pain, turning ashes into beats.
[Outro]