I joined the Gay straight alliance just to make a scene Told you

I joined the Gay straight alliance just to make a scene Told your friends I’m questioning — whatever that means Now I wear these vintage jeans you left at my place And every hallway homo is lookin’ at my face I dyed my hair, I changed my walk I learned the slang, I learned to talk Like I belong, and maybe I do? (Wait... do I?) Is it even gay if it’s for revenge? If I flirt with Skip just to make you cringe? You dumped me cold, so I joined your clique And now I’m hot, mysterious, and slick Is it all pretend or the start of a trend? If I’m the one who wins in the end? I took pics in a photo booth, put them in my locker didnt even care when it turned out to be a shocker Your bestie said I’m “serving looks,” (whatever that means) But I liked the way he smiled when he said it to me I’m in too deep, I’m feeling weird I kissed a boy… and no one jeered So why’s my heart doing that thing? (Oh no…) Is it even gay if it’s for revenge? If I’m faking it but starting to bend? You played with me, now I’m the star Of every gay youth group and coffee bar Is it all a game, or is this who I am? Was this your plan… or mine? I wore a harness to hurt you Now I wear it 'cause I want to said “I’m not like those guys” But now I think… I might be? Is it even gay if it’s for revenge? If I changed myself, then i faked a mends? But I like the view from over here The glamour, the spotlight, without the fear So maybe it’s not about her at all Maybe I was meant to fall For someone… unexpected. I kissed a boy… and I liked it.