How Much

[Verse 1] Told myself, “This could be real this time” Can’t ignore this feeling deep inside Late night talks and her soft replies Feel like sparks behind her eyes She says, “I’ve never felt this safe” And I believe her — most days But when I’m left on read ‘til 2 I start to ask what’s really true [Chorus] I’m cryin’ out her name in the silence Not 'cause I doubt, but I need guidance I know she likes me, yeah, that’s enough— But my heart’s askin’ “Is this love?” I’m feelin’ strong, she’s on my mind But I don’t know if she’s feelin’ mine She’s close, but is she close enough? That’s why I’m cryin’ out her name [Verse 2] She laughs like she’s known me forever Holds my hand, then drifts like the weather I know there’s somethin’ real we share But is it deep, or just kinda there? I’m not afraid of fallin’ fast Just afraid she won’t catch back I’m not lookin’ for perfection Just a little more direction [Verse 3] Her friend steps back to give us space Grins and teases her right to her face Says, “She lights up when you walk in” You just laugh like it’s no big thing I catch the way your fingers twitch Like you’re caught between a glitch It all feels real, but not enough Still wonderin’ if this is love [Chorus] I’m cryin’ out her name in the silence Not 'cause I’m lost, just need a sign yeah I know she likes me, that much is true But is it me, or just the view? I’m feelin’ strong, I’m in this deep But does she dive, or just her feet? She’s here, but is it really us? Still cryin’ out her name [Bridge] I don’t need a fairytale Just want to know if this could sail She’s the verse in all my lines But is she readin’ into mine? I don’t want a maybe high If it's only halfway sky If she’s feelin’ half of what I do Then why’s the truth so hard to prove? [Final Chorus] I’m cryin’ out her name in the silence Not ‘cause I doubt, just tryin’ to find it I know she likes me — I know that much But does she ache everytime I touch? I’m fallin’ fast, this isn’t lust But I still can’t tell if it’s enough She’s warm, but am I just a crush? Still cryin’ out her name…