Verse 1 I know i’m not the best for you i talk too loud, i move too fast and i forget all your feelings that are stuck in the past i swear i don’t mean to hurt you i swear i’m trying my best i’m trying to be a better daughter because i know i’m a mess Pre-Chorus and when i go quiet in the middle of fights it doesn’t mean i don’t care it’s just ’cause the pain is too much to bear Chorus mom, i love you more than you know more than i know how to say when we f***t and i shut down it doesn’t mean i walked away i cry myself to sleep at night just replaying every word mad that i’m not good enough and mad you know it too Verse 2 i’m not mad at you, i’m mad at me i’m mad at the fact that i can’t be the girl that you deserve me to be you amount to more than i can reach more than i know how to be i see everything you’ve done for me and it’s heavier than it seems Pre-Chorus 2 it’s not that i don’t care it’s that i don’t know how to deal with you giving up your time just to be there and every time you ask a favor i try, i mess it up i don’t know why i freeze but i will never be enough Bridge anybody else i would’ve quit anybody else i would’ve run but you, i can’t because for me, you’re the one Final Chorus maybe i’ll never get it right maybe i’ll always fall behind but i’m trying every single day with everything inside i don’t say it the way i should i don’t always show the truth but every broken piece of me still leads right back to you Outro so i’ll keep trying even when i’m scared even when i feel like i don’t deserve your care i’ll keep trying all my life just for you because you do it too