Denidefied

Am I just seeing things or am I Losing my mind over and over. From the delighters to heaven where am I gonna go to. Am I just seeing things or am I Losing my mind over and over. From the Aloneness to god where am I gonna go to. Am I just seeing things or am I Losing my mind over and over. From the Carnations to Jesus where am I gonna go to. am starting to feel like I need an answer, so can someone please tell what place I'm going to. I support Jesus I support god. so where am I gonna go? can someone please please please please tell me where I'm Heeding too?