Little Flower in the Wind

They say I'm a Demon to everyone... That I'm never going to be a heroooooo... And they're right I'm not... I'm a sorry excuse of an existence... They don't realize they're the demons to meee except my few friends... Maybe one day I could die by falling off a roof heroically hah not me.... Maybe hanging myself as a sacrifice... Nah burn myself to death.... One day In the future I'll be happy and at peace or I'll be sad and broken hearted Who knows I just want to die.... I'll tell my friends.. I hope they miss me when I'm gone in hell someday.... Death will come to me some day I'll welcome it with open arms... My friends will leave me sooner or later maybe not be by my siiiiide... ot may never be friends anymore.... Then I'll be sad and alone just like I once was.... And I tell you I'm just flower within the wind trying to reroute myself and try to find my way home but until then I'll be right here by YOUR SIDE!!! I'll cross mountains and rivers just to help you smile and live another day even if it means giving up something I care about most!!