Sittin' here cryin', it's 1AM,
Thought you were real, but you play pretend.
Gave my back, broke it like glass,
Now I'm hurtin', lookin' at the past.
You never cared, you left me cold,
Thought we were ballin', turned out you sold.
I'm in the rain, tryin' to stay dry,
Dancin' with ghosts, but I just wanna fly.
F**k, I'm grievin',
You a ghost now, ain't no reason.
Hurt like a motherfucka, but I'm flexin',
Got your memory, but I'm still steppin'.
Nights in the dark, I’m losin' my mind,
Thought we were tight, but you were so blind.
Gave you my heart, you just threw it away,
Now I'm out here, tryna find my way.
F**k all the memories, they weigh me down,
You were my king, now I'm wearin' the crown.
Thuggin’ through life, playin' my game,
Tryin' to forget but it’s all the same.
F**k, I'm grievin',
You a ghost now, ain't no reason.
Hurt like a motherfucka, but I'm flexin',
Got your memory, but I'm still steppin'.
F**k love, it’s a battlefield,
Broken dreams, yeah, that’s how I feel.
Bitches be playin’, thinkin’ they slick,
But I’m still here, gotta rise up quick.
I’m done with your lies,
Found my strength, yeah, I’m cuttin' the ties.
So here I am, with my head held high,
Dancin' in the storm, watchin' the pain fly.
1AM tears, but I’m breakin’ the chain,
F**k your memory, I’m done with the pain.
Thuggin’ through life, watch me rise from the rain,
1AM tears, but I’m never the same.