mw0597854[Verse 1]
Should've cut you off, blocked you out my orbit
But I keep falling back like there's no other option
You did me dirty, yeah, I know the story
Still I'm pulled to you like planets to the morning
Tried to build walls, fortify my space
But you find cracks, slip back to your place
Logic says run, heart says stay close
And I'm caught between which one I need most
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me how you haunt me and heal me
Hurt me then make me believe, see
I should be gone but I'm right here
Fighting feelings that won't disappear
[Chorus]
I wanna hate you but I love you more
Can't escape you, gravity's the force
Pull me under while I'm reaching up
Toxic magic, can't get enough
Should despise you for the pain you brought
But I'm addicted to the way we fought
You're my p****n, you're my antidote
I should run but I won't, I won't
[Verse 2]
Friends keep asking why I let you back in
Said you're no good, but they don't understand it
There's this magnetism, can't explain the pull
How emptiness and fullness both feel full
You broke my trust then fixed me with a glance
Two-step destruction in this twisted dance
Anger turns to longing in a breath
Choose you over peace, choose chaos over rest
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me how you haunt me and heal me
Hurt me then make me believe, see
I should be gone but I'm right here
Fighting feelings that won't disappear
[Chorus]
I wanna hate you but I love you more
Can't escape you, gravity's the force
Pull me under while I'm reaching up
Toxic magic, can't get enough
Should despise you for the pain you brought
But I'm addicted to the way we fought
You're my p****n, you're my antidote
I should run but I won't, I won't
[Bridge]
Maybe loving you is my rebellion
Against everything that makes sense
Maybe hating you would be too easy
So I stay here on the fence
Between w*r and surrender
Between never and forever
[Chorus - Modified]
I wanna hate you but I love you more
Can't escape you, gravity's the force
Pull me under while I'm reaching up
Toxic magic, can't get enough
Should despise you for the pain you brought
But I'm still attached to every thought
You're my p****n, you're my antidote
I should run but I won't
[Outro]
Won't let go, can't let go
Even when I should
Won't let go, can't let go
Wish I could, wish I could
But I won't
