I messed up
Because I took a drug
So you’d love me more
Except it made me love someone else
In the wrong way
It only made you mad
Made me lose you
The one I took the drug for
So you’d want to love me
For who you wanted to be
Not for who I was
Or have come to be
I wonder if you’d love me
The way I am now.
I still wake every night
Wondering about you
And why you couldn’t forgive me
I think you never loved me
For who I am
For who I have grown into
No drug could make you love me
I tried but it didn’t work
It only made me abandon me.
But maybe I found out who I am.