I messed up

2 days agoAria v1
I messed up Because I took a drug So you’d love me more Except it made me love someone else In the wrong way It only made you mad Made me lose you The one I took the drug for So you’d want to love me For who you wanted to be Not for who I was Or have come to be I wonder if you’d love me The way I am now. I still wake every night Wondering about you And why you couldn’t forgive me I think you never loved me For who I am For who I have grown into No drug could make you love me I tried but it didn’t work It only made me abandon me. But maybe I found out who I am.