Lost In My Head Again

[Intro] [Verse 1] Tears in my phone screen, drafts I won’t send, Trust was a thread and I burned both the ends. Love’s just a ghost now, I’m haunted by names, The highs turned to ashes, the c***h feels the same. They call me a poet, but words taste like rust, My laughter’s a mask for the cracks in my trust. Demons keep whisperin’, “You’ll never be free,” They’re dancin’ in shadows that look just like me. [Pre-Hook] Wish I could rewind, rewrite every lie, But the past is a storm I can’t outrun, no matter how I try. [Hook] I’m lost in my head again, can’t find my way back, Running from my shadows, they always attack. Heart on my sleeve, but it’s torn and it’s black, I gave you my all, now I’m trapped in the past. Wasted emotions, I d***n in regret, Sleep with my eyes open, live with the threat. You were my peace, now I’m shackled to dread, Buried my hope, now I’m talkin’ to the d**d. [Verse 2] I paint my tomorrows with yesterday’s gray, Regret’s my religion, I kneel every day. Friends say I’m healin’, but they don’t see the blade, The one that you left when your love slipped away. I’m numb to the world, but my mind’s razor-sharp, Each memory’s a shard, tearin’ holes in the dark. I battle the mirror, throw fists at the air, But the w*r’s in my bones, and the void’s everywhere. [Bridge] Time’s a false prophet—it heals nothin’ at all, Just grinds the ache deeper, builds walls where I fall. I’m screamin’ for silence, but echoes reply, A choir of ghosts singin’, “You’ll never survive.” [Hook] I’m lost in my head again, can’t find my way back, Running from my shadows, they always attack. Heart on my sleeve, but it’s torn and it’s black, I gave you my all, now I’m trapped in the past. Wasted emotions, I d***n in regret, Sleep with my eyes open, live with the threat. You were my peace, now I’m shackled to dread, Buried my hope, now I’m talkin’ to the d**d. [Outro]