Languor

2 hours agoAria v1
[Verse 1] I loved you quietly, like I didn’t know any better. Held on too tightly to something that was never mine. Your face still lingers in the corners of my mind— a ghost with warm hands, a memory that won’t decide if it should stay or finally let me go. [Pre-Chorus] And maybe healing is just learning not to want what never lived. [Chorus] But I still feel you in the places I hide— in the breaths I hold, in the space behind my eyes. And I still keep you like a song stuck in rewind, like a truth I never said, like a lie I tried to find. I shouldn’t feel you… but I do. I do. [Verse 2] Love was simple once, before I knew how heavy it gets. You taught me longing, the kind that stains the chest. Now time slips through me like water through a broken glass— too quick to catch, too sharp to forget. Your touch— it echoes, soft and out of place, like footsteps in an empty hallway. [Pre-Chorus] And maybe leaving is just choosing not to chase what never stayed. [Chorus] But I still feel you in the quiet of my room, in the shadows where I bloom. And I still keep you like a name I never say, like a dream that fades away. I shouldn’t feel you… but I do. I do. [Bridge] Maybe we were almost— maybe that’s why it hurts. We were pages half-written, becoming someone else’s words. And I still reach for you sometimes, out of habit, out of hope, out of the version of us that only I ever met. [Outro] And if someday I’m me again, maybe then I’ll forget what never lived… but stayed anyway. Stayed anyway.