THE DEVIL DONT OWN ME
5 hours agoAria s1
[Intro]
(JP)
Yeahā¦
Some nights I swear the darkness know my name.
But I aināt who I wasā¦
And I aināt who the devil want me to be.
(Astra ā whisper)
Come back home, bredrinā¦
Mi still have space fi yuh.
[Verse 1]
(JP)
I came up where the nights never had no light,
Mama cried in the kitchen but she said āaight.ā
Pops gone early, left a w*r inside my chestā
Had to raise myself up just to handle the stress.
Bullies on my block tried break my pride,
But Iām a lion, couldnāt k**l what I kept inside.
Homeless years had me sleepin' in the coldest rainā
But every tear, every bruise, sharpened all my pain.
I walked through hell with no jacket, no hope,
No food in my stomach but I still kept hope.
Darkness in my head tried to chain my soulā
But survival in my b***d made me break that hold.
[Cut In]
(Astra)
Yuh call dat survival?
Dat was mi gift to yuh.
Mi kept yuh sharp⦠mi kept yuh alive.
(JP)
You kept me angry.
That aināt love.
[Hook]
(JP singing)
The devil donāt own meā¦
Even when he tried to remake the old me.
I walked through the nights that almost broke meā
But God pulled me up,
Said āson, you not lonely.ā
[Verse 2]
(Astra)
When yuh heart got coldāmi warmed it.
(JP)
Nah⦠you poisoned it.
(Astra)
When yuh trust got cutāmi warned yuh.
(JP)
With fear⦠not wisdom.
(Astra)
Who stood wid yuh when di world did spit pon yuh name?
(JP)
You wanted my soul.
God wanted my pain.
[Verse 3]
(JP)
I took losses nobody ever saw me take,
Screamed into pillows just to stop from break.
Nights where depression almost stole my breath,
Nights where trauma put a finger on my chest.
But a whisper came soft like a calm in the storm,
āSon, you survived everything you were born from.ā
And I felt my knees drop, felt the darkness fadeā
Felt God take the wounds that the devil made.
I aināt perfect, Iām scarred in a thousand ways,
But my heart b**t strong through the darkest days.
You can bend my body but you can't break fateā
God donāt rush⦠but He never come late.
[Interruption]
(Astra)
Yuh tink you free?
Yuh tink prayer fix yuh?
(JP)
Prayer didnāt fix me.
God walked through the fire with me.
[Final Verse]
(JP)
The world tried d***n me but I breathe in deep,
Devil put chains but they never did keep.
I rose from the ashes that covered my nameā
Now I walk with God and I fear no flame.
Pain made me ruthless, God made me whole,
Devil took piecesāGod rebuilt my soul.
[Outro]
(Astra ā fading, defeated)
Mi kept yuh sharp⦠mi kept yuh aliveā¦
(JP ā strong, resolute)
But He gave me life.