Heavy Nights

Intro City lights flicker like they know, But I’m lost in shadows, moving slow. Verse 1 Woke up, sun's shining bright as a lie, But it’s pouring in my mind, just a storm inside. Grabbed my drink, but it don't hit right, Every sip’s a reminder of another f***t. Gotta wear this smile, mask all cracked, People walk by, but they don’t see the cracks. Just another ghost in this crowded space, Wishing for warmth, but I’m feeling misplaced. Chorus Why can’t I shake this weight? Feels like I’m running in place, Days blur into endless gray, Stuck in my head, can’t escape. Little tasks feel like a chore, But I can't give in, not anymore. Verse 2 Tried to reach out, but silence holds tight, Words get tangled in the dark of the night. Once I found joy in the music and dance, Now I’m just moving, no more second chances. Friends buzz with plans, I just fade away, Smile on my face, but I’m losing my way. Laughter echoes, but it don’t reach me, They shout for joy, I’m a different frequency. Chorus Why can’t I shake this weight? Feels like I’m running in place, Days blur into endless gray, Stuck in my head, can’t escape. Little tasks feel like a chore, But I can't give in, not anymore. Bridge Part of me screams to break free, Dance under stars, be who I wanna be. But moments slip away like sand in my hand, Just like the dreams that never quite land. Verse 3 Faded memories, can’t bring ‘em back, Lost in the echoes of a laughter I lack. One step forward, but I’m still in this race, Carrying hurt, it weighs on my face. Wrapped in this cocoon, warmth turns to chains, The outside calls, but I’m lost in the pain. Can I rewrite this cycle, can I begin? The noise in my head feels like it’s caving in. Chorus Why can’t I shake this weight? Feels like I’m running in place, Days blur into endless gray, Stuck in my head, can’t escape. Little tasks feel like a chore, But I can't give in, not anymore. Outro So here’s my truth, I’m done with the f***t, Searching for light in this cold, endless night. Still lost but I’m reaching, can’t let it end, Can someone out there just understand? Inside my head, where shadows take flight, Maybe someday, I’ll find my way to the light. [Instrumental] Just let me be, let me be free.