āStitched in Joyā
Drums, Electric Bass, Electric Piano, Electric Guitar, Passionate, Thrilling, Bright, Alternative Rock, Pop punk
26 days agoAria s1
They laugh when I say itās more than a suit,
Just cardboard dreams and a little glue.
They donāt see the hours, the cuts on my hands,
Or the mirror fights trying to look like I can.
They say āgrow up,ā say āwhy do you care?ā
Like joyās only valid if itās dressed in a tie and a chair.
But every stitch tells a story they missedā
This isnāt pretending⦠itās remembering who I am.
I wore their silence like armor too long,
Hid what I loved just to prove I was strong.
But strength isnāt hiding, itās showing your scarsā
And choosing to shine like your favorite star.
This is fabric and foam and fearless joy,
Turning lonely nights into something deployed.
I become who I love, and I love who I seeā
When the mask goes on, I finally feel free.
Call it childish, call it strange,
But I found myself when I chose to play.
This isnāt escapeāthis is me deployed,
Stitched together, alive with joy.
Con floors buzzing like a heartbeat loud,
Strangers smile like āhey, I know you now.ā
Borrowed confidence, borrowed names,
But the courage underneath is still my flame.
They donāt see the friends that I met by chance,
Or how a costume taught me how to stand.
In someone elseās boots, I learned my paceā
I wasnāt lost⦠I was finding my place.
If loving this makes me out of line,
Then Iāll redraw the rules every time.
Because passion is power, joy is loudā
And Iām done being small in a faceless crowd.
This is fabric and foam and fearless joy,
Turning broken days into something deployed.
I become who I love, and I love who I seeā
When the mask goes on, I finally feel free.
Call it silly, call it fake,
But this is the bravest leap Iāve ever made.
This isnāt escapeāthis is me deployed,
Stitched together, alive with joy.
Maybe I hid behind the seams at first,
Because being myself felt like it hurt.
But now I stand in the light I made,
Not pretendingājust unafraid.
This is sweat and glue and sleepless nights,
Turning self-doubt into stage-lit fights.
I donāt need their approval or noiseā
I found my voice stitched in joy.
From the first rough cut to the final pose,
I built something real that finally shows:
This isnāt escapeāthis is me deployed,
Fully alive.
Fully mine.
Stitched in joy.
So if you see me dressed as a dreamā
Just know Iāve never felt more like me.