In silence and prayer, my soul found peace.
But the gaze of passion awakened something more.
Love crept in, questioning my vows. Two passions collide. A conflict in my heart: love for the priesthood and passion for Helena.
Between holiness and love, I can't decide. Guilt burns my soul like a b*****g coal.
The priesthood is an eternal calling. In silence, I sink into depression; I'm in this dilemma, directionless.
One day, the truth emerges, I can't hide it.
Our romance is now public. How can I undo it?
The bishop suggests I forget everything, go to another country, far away, forget Helena, and embrace the priesthood.
My heart burns, I need to decide. Between the altar and Helena's love, what should I do? Move on or change my destiny? Helena or the priesthood, a cruel dilemma.
And the answer is uncertain, a real nightmare. I ask God for a sign, for a light, to find a way out of this heavy cross.
My soul is in ruins. Torn between the sacred and passion. How can I judge this afflicted heart?
To live Helena's love or follow the Lord's path?
The future is uncertain, the choice is cruel, I have two passions!
And the pain of this love is my dilemma.
Forgive me, Lord, but I cannot live without her!
Forgive me, Lord, but I cannot live without Helena's love!
