Every promise that you made,like a ghost in my mind,Now it linge

Every promise that you made,like a ghost in my mind,Now it lingers in the silence,i cant seem to unwind.Use to bloom in the sunlight,now we are fading like dust,thought you were my forever,but forever turned to rust.You said you wanted to be friends after all the things you said and did. I wish i could have gotten rid of you,but i could have hid instead. I keep trying to figure what was wrong with me,when you where what was wrong the whole time,if i had a dime every time you lied,i would be rich,i wish i would have snitched.so i will not stand in this silence, i will do some science on how you became such a bad person, i did not know when we started dating that you would worsen.I will hold onto our memories even though they cut like rain,i wish i never met you,you are what caused me pain. we are not enemies,we are just two strangers, i wish i knew you were a time waster! I feel bad for you.OR do I?