[Verse 1]
I was raised in a house built out of fear,
Where the walls shook hard when the belt drew near.
Mama drank deep, Daddy drank more,
And rage lived right behind every door.
My sister stood beside me, takinā every blow,
Two kids learninā early what pain could sow.
While the other child was spared the nightā
Some storms only choose the ones already fightinā for light.
[Verse 2]
Threats like p****n whispered in my ear,
āBoy, you aināt worth nothināāyou donāt belong here.ā
They mocked my wounds, ignored my cries,
Turned their backs as I tried to die.
But even then, in the cradle of hell,
Something in me refused to fail.
A seed of mercy in a field of rust,
A stubborn hope the beatings couldnāt crush.
[Chorus]
And I rose⦠in spite of.
I kept my soul when they took my b***d.
Built a life from the ashes they left behind,
Held on to the light they tried to blind.
Yeah, I rose⦠in spite of.
Their darkness couldnāt d***n my love.
God saw every sin they hid aboveā
Heāll be the one to judge themā¦
In spite of.
[Verse 3]
Now they rewrite stories to anyone whoāll hear,
Paint saints with hands that taught me fear.
They twist the truth, pretend they caredā
But broken children donāt forget what was there.
Iāve learned to walk free, but the shadows remain,
Ghosts carved from leather, liquor, and pain.
Still⦠I choose peace they never knew,
A man cut deep, but honest and true.
[Bridge]
I shouldāve been lost, but I made my way,
With scars like scripture on display.
God whispered soft through every cut and bruise:
āYou are more than the hell they choose.ā
[Final Chorus]
And I rose⦠in spite of.
I kept my heart when they dealt hateās shove.
Built a future from nights they stole,
Carried my sister until we both felt whole.
Yeah, I rose⦠in spite of.
The Lord held the pieces when times got rough.
Theyāll answer for the harm they madeā
But I lived onā¦
In spite of.
[Outro]
Pain made meā
but it never owned me.
And Iāll walk freeā¦
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