Still here still fightin'

[VERSE 1] I’m walkin’ through the wreckage of the man I used to be, Tryna stitch the pieces back together so you recognise me. You held up the ceiling while I broke under the weight, You were drowning in the quiet while I couldn’t see it straight. And now I’m standin’ in the doorway of the life I nearly lost, Feelin’ every single consequence and payin’ every cost. Replayin’ all the moments, all the love I didn’t see— Every time you tried to reach while you were breakin’ silently. Now I’m learnin’, slow and steady, tryna meet you where you are… Hoping time and healing maybe guide you back, even if the road is far. And I’m ownin’ every failure, every crack I put in you— Seein’ now the weight you carried when you didn’t need to. [PRE-CHORUS] And it hits me… All the weight of what I’ve done. Let it drop now… You need to hear this one— [CHORUS] But I’m still here—still fightin’ just to make this right, Tryna prove I’m not the storm that dragged you from the light. You’re guarded ’cause you loved me till it almost broke you down— Now I’m buildin’ into someone who won’t ever let you d***n. If you need a little moment where the past ain’t in the way, I’ll be steady, I’ll be patient, I’ll be here for you each day. And if the nights get heavy and old memories start to shake, I’ll be solid in the shadows while you figure what to take. [INTERLUDE] I’ve been sinkin’ in the silence where the shadows start to c***e, Feelin’ heavier with every single promise that I broke. It’s all becoming too much, like the pressure weighs a ton— Got me whisperin’ to fate like, “Yeah… maybe my time has come.” Not an ending, just a moment where the f***t is lookin’ lost, Where the past keeps throwin’ punches and I’m payin’ every cost. If there’s mercy in this darkness, let it soften what I’ve done— ’Cause I’m breakin’ in the places where the daylight never comes. [VERSE 2] You said you’re scared of coming back and findin’ me the same, Scared the world would call you foolish, say you stepped back in the flame. But I’m steady in these changes—no excuses, no disguise— Just a man who finally sees the hurt that lived behind your eyes. And that glimpse of family life… hit deeper than I planned, Felt a future in the quiet when you reached and held my hand. You need space and I respect it—healin’ never moves on time, But I’ll keep on showin’ progress in each moment, every line. [FINAL CHORUS] Yeah I’m still here—still fightin’, even when you pull away, Still learnin’ how to love you in the quiet, day by day. If the future ever calls you and you’re torn on where to run— I’ll be steady, I’ll be honest, when your healing finally comes. [OUTRO] Still fightin’ for us… Still fixin’ who I was. Still hopin’ through the silence… Still holdin’ on because— Every step I take now’s for the love I nearly lost.